Love。LALA。101。

"我在Center City 跟朋友吃飯." 他說. 在我下了課打電話給他的時候.
WHAT!!我不爽的情緒開始冒了上來.

"So...you're not going to Brazil tonight?"
"I wanna go...but I will have presentation tonight. It's gonna be too late after my presentation."
"I won't go to the first class tonight so I will go on 9:30. Will you be finished the class?"
"Mmm...9:30, I think so."
"We can go from 9:30."
"Sure!"
"Call me after your class, I will wait for you."

很好!言猶在耳!!
"Let me call Nitin, you can come with him."
"I am at school now, maybe I can just go by myself."
"You don't want to come with Nitin? I was thinking that you can come with Nitin. Let me ask Nitin to call you ok?""
"Well.....whatever, that's fine!"
小姐決定回家!天寒地凍,拿著手機的手凍到沒有知覺.期末報告dress code,兩腿在絲質長褲裡直發抖.
Going or not going?
電話響了!
"Hi Nitin."
"Hi, Sandra. So, are you ready to go?"
"I am on my way home. I want to go home first."
"So, do you want to go or not?"
"Yup, I wanna go. Hey, Nitin, why don't you just go and I can go by myself."
"No, no...let's go together. we can share the taxi."
"Well, ok. where are you now? Can we meet in the I-house?"
"Ok, you go home first and we meet in the I-house."
"See you later then."

不爽!不爽!不爽!
我打了電話給遠在L.A.的好友.她說她也不知道,不然就原諒他吧!也許他臨時有事也說不定.雖然對不起好友,但我知道我們都是好人.直覺上,這不是我要情況,沒有原諒這回事,他可以不來接我,他可以臨時有事,他可以請他的好朋友來接我,但是要事先告訴我,在他這樣計畫的時候.
進入公寓大廳,我還有點小猶豫,跟警衛阿姨小聊了一下.
"If you don't feel good then don't go."
"Mmmm....."
"You don't look that you are happy, do you?"
"No, I am not happy with his not picking me up and asking his friend instead. He should tell me if this was his plan originally."
"That's right. He uses his time with other friends and make you accept his arrangement"
"But, as a friend...."
"As a friend, you do whatever you want to do. You don't need to accept anything if you don't like it!"
"Right..." I pulled out the cell phone phone and called Nitin. I told him that I am so tired after the presentation so I am not going anywhere tonight. Thanks him for waiting for me. Nitin said that he totally understand. Finished the conversation, I turned off the cell phone and smiled.

"See...Now you are smiling. This is exactly what you want." The guard, Jaunita, said."Listen, you are not going because you don't feel good. It doesn't matter what other people feel."
"Should I give hime a call and tell him that I am not going?"
"Yes, you can."
I thought a second."No, that's fine. If I am not there, then I am not there.I don't need to report to anyone."
"Hahaha.....that's right."
"Maybe this is his way to tell me that he doesn't like me as I expect."
"Maybe, but this is not the reason of your action. You do whatever you want. You don't need to analyze."
"Hahaha....I got you!" I laugh then stopped. The phone was ringing.
"It's him." I said to Jaunita and picked up the phone.
"Hello!"
"為什麼不來呢?"
"我覺得好累哦!"
"Presentation 怎麼樣呢?"
"I don't know, but everyone came to me and said good job. I guess it was fine."
"妳是不是不喜歡Nitin陪妳來啊?"
"No...I just came home and feel so relaxed so doesn't want to go out anymore." 我笑著說,不知不覺還是很開心. 拜託,就算是我也不會承認的啦!!而且Nitin本來就是無辜的啊!!
"真的不來?"
"嗯!Have fun!!" 收線,掰掰!!
跟警衛阿姨又聊了一個小時,我才會房間去,我知道回去一個人絕對鐵定百分之百胡思亂想.
重點跟他喜不喜歡我沒關係,也跟我喜不喜歡他沒關係.
重點是 小˙姐˙不˙爽˙
好啦!!
結論,只要小姐不高興,不爽,不愛,不喜歡,我就不要.
見不到你也無所謂,不跟你一起跳舞也無所謂,我現在不要就是不要.
I demand high maintenance.